Friday 5 October 2007

I Fucking Hate This Game Sometimes!

Only a short post today because I'm really fucked off. Since my last update I've played just over 1k hands of NL10 and wonabout $55 which is owning! Because of that I had 12 buy ins for NL25 so took a shot and initially dropped 1 buy in but managed toclaw it back to $60 in profit but the last 1k hands at NL25 have been horrific.

I'm not even going to bother posting the hands but I've had AA lose to 96s, KK to QQ, KK to AA, AQ to AA on an AQx board, ATs vs A4o on an A5T board to a runner-runner straight, it's fucking awful. For my 2,425 hands of NL25 I have a loss of $7.20. It's amazing what these fucking dickheads call with too but losing $125 to coolers and suckouts certainly hurts I can tell you. I downloaded the Poker EV software and it confirms I'm running like a cunt and I should be well in front but I'm not. Yeah it's variance but it's shit!

To add insult to injury I'm in the shit at work for my internet usage. For some reason my boss searched for me on Facebook when she was at home and it shows I was on Facebook during working hours, so she printed off the profile page and gave it to Human Resources and I now have a disciplinary meeting on Tuesday at 1400. Looking at the company rules etc I could actually be for the high jump because I'm already on a 3 month probation period after my recent spat with HR. I really don't need this shit and if I'm honest losing my job would be shit because of lack of funds but at the same time I really don't give a fuck anymore. Everything they do has a blame culture and it's always as if someone is trying to get one over on someone else, all sneaky. At the end of the day there are plenty of jobs paying £15k a year and it's not like I'm specialised in a field.

So job situation is wank, poker is going fucking shit, I am 100% homeless in November and I'm still cunting single. But at least I have my health as they say! Honestly if I didn'tlaugh I'd fucking cry!

Hope you all have a great weekend though, I'm calling it a night on the poker front, time for some cider!

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

woe,woe,and thrice woe.Some things maybe shit (variance always is,but you know it will change)Lets face it Everton are playing shit at the moment,but miraculously we are doing well.Please don't forget your blog is appreciated by many people and an absolute giggle to read and more importantly puts a smile on peoples faces.You are becoming a must read everyday.Thank you.

Ben

Liverpool

Yorkshire Pudding said...

Thanks Ben, it's comments like these that make a blogger keep blogging! I'm not going to jack in the blog or the poker, I just quit for the night because everything started to piss me off! Got to love variance!

Thanks for reading, and I'm glad you're enjoying things!

Pud